I usually don't smoke cigarrettes, but I have been tonight and I want another. What the fuck? I hate cigarrettes, I hate cancer, I hate the taste of them, I hate spending money on shit that causes cancer and tastes bad. I gotta go have another.

sssssttttttttttttttoooooooooooooooooooopppppppppppppppppp it!
you won't be as smart anymore dammit!!!

Hehe, don't worry, it is a 3 hour phase. It has happened before. Thanks for saying I am smart! . By they way, how is the headache?

i wish my headache was a 3 hour phase..but i still have it..only not as bad..but when i stand up i get this sharp pain on the right side on the top of my head ...it hurts when i chew too
i'm gonna go take some advil now...thanks for reminding me..i still have no idea why i feel this way....
ok so i hope yer 3 hours is up too =)

i have a wicked uncool smokers cough. i'm a narc.

succubus said:

No, not up yet (I will probably feel like puking all day at school tomorrow though!!!). Is your headache a migraine?

hopefully it will end before 3 hours pass...oh and i have no idea about whether it's a migrane..i just opened up webmd.com and typed in migranes..hmmmm...maybe i'll learn something.

oh and when i got up this morning my right eye was swollen...it's ok now though

succubus said:

It probably is. Migraines are really horrible headaches (I have only ever had one) that some people get really really bad (and for a really long time too). They usually feel like they are right behind the eyes, and actually, I just heard today that sometimes they can have visible effects on the area around your eyes, so that might be why your right eye was swollen. Sounds like what you have, besides that you havn't mentioned any pain behind your eyes.

Alright, my phase is over succubus, so I am smart again!!

Migraines hit you on the temples and along the brow especially at the top of your nose. Mostly on the temples though.

I used to get migraines all the time...
most of the month of october and febuary, I would get them.

I'd get a migraine and then I'd have to take painkillers and sit in the bathroom vomiting in the shower. they gave me imitrix and cyclobenziprine (muscle relaxer). it sucked pretty bad.

ok so i listened to aaron and i went to bed actually after i posted my last message above and while i was surfing www.webmd.com
and i didn't look at my screen or the tv all night..even when i woke up..it still hurts a bit

psst.. GO TO THE DOCTORS

well they won't let me leave...we now have a "war room" in my building and that's where i am...but i think i'm gonna tlak to my boss and ask her nicely

if your company doesn't let you out for medical things,
you cna sue.

i just messaged her...

her reply:
call and see what they can do for you...tomorrow AM would be best unless you think you need to be seen today

nice lady. I hope someone treats her that way someday so she'll know how it feels

Hit her with a wooden plank.

ok so...my doctor's appt is today...and guess what? she didn't even come in...her "baby" is sick
and she loves getting here late too
but she's "working" from home...

annnddd most of all
i blocked out time friday 3:30 to 5:00pm on my calendar so i could leave work a little early..of course she sees it... and scheduled my performance review for 3:30
everyone else has it in the morning
C
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Next
Tuesday...hmmm maybe the doctor is going to give me a note and i'm going to be sick
...

maybe he'll give you amphetamines.

of course i'm going to ask

ok let's see what's wrong with me now..i'm leaving for my appt!
wooo i know i know
everyone cares...
well at least 1 person...the one who told me to go

i got vioxx and free samples of it

did it help? how ya feeling now?

isn't that for genitle herpes?

i'm going to start taking them tomorrow...

and if it's for "genitle" herpes.. it's because you sneak out at night without telling me and do things to fat assed chicks

lets get back to the important issue. smoking is cool.
i love dying, you should too, its very satisfying.

Yes, yes it is. A slow death, coughing up blood, turning yellow, tubes down your throat. Gotta love it.
Why the fuck do people start smoking these days?!?! Don't bitch when you're lying in a hospital bed coughing up balls of flem the size of your fist... gah!!! Humans!!!

but smoke bothers me and i don't smoke =(
i'm not part of the "in" or cool crowd i guess

Today I wanted to spit on a guy standing in front of me when he lit up a cigarette in a small crowd of people. Inconsiderate fuck. From here on out I'm going to start spitting on people who smoke inside crowds in public places (I mainly encounter this when waiting for or leaving Commuter Rail and Green Line trains).

i do that all the time.
i love smoking, you would too if you smoked.

I'm actually more fond of spitting on people.

George said:

This is true, I want to smoke now, but I am not going to. Oh well, I guess I will have to spend my time doing less productive things, like playing guitar and listening to music and reading.

the vioxx has a million and 1 side effects..i'm too scared to take them

sigh