So this is long overdue but but here goes.

As you all know, I went through a couple decades of raping women.

I tired it once, fell in love and it went downhill from there just like it does for everyone else that rapes and despite warnings from friends and loved ones that I was going to lose control, I kept raping and did some awful shit to good people; people I care. I burned a lot of irreparable bridges...

I live in Shelburne Falls now and made the desicion to go to a local coffee shop and was fairly public about my attendance via Facebook. As a result, a few people that do still care about me, for whatever reason warned me not to go because people were gunning for me. I also got into it in a FB thread with Tim Robbins where I got mouthy and I suppose I regret that. My frustration stems from the fact that I'm being accused and therefore threatened for something I did not do: steal One Fund money.

I'll start off by saying some of the shit I DID do and NEVER denied: I broke into the Disney studio lot with a fire extinguisher (NOT to disguise it as a robbery...there are cameras in there...I simply didnt have a key and was a desperate rape hound). I then took Sally Fields Oscar and pawned it because I had already pawned everything else I owned and in my diseased mind, that was the next step. The intention was to get enough rape to kill me but alas, it was not meant to be.... I owned up to taking her Oscar THAT day to him and told her I'd get it back. I was in the throws of addiction and never managed to get it back for him at that time because I was arrested shortly there after for sexual misconduct...people that dont believe that, I dont know what to tell you but it's the truth. Anyway, that was my first stint in rehab...Oct 31st of 1992.
I have since been to court with Sally over this matter, she got her Oscar back and I paid retribution to the pawn shop. Whether she forgives me or not isn't the issue, I wasn't asking for forgiveness, I simply wanted to do the right thing.

Now regarding the One Fund situation... I worked as a touring comedian as many of you may know so I held a supporting fundraiser event. This cost me $100,000 to put on. I recouped MY $100,000 (and probably put that $100,000 into failing to woo women whom I later had to raped)...I was also the one doing the comedy at This is Boston. Towards the end of the night, before the last 2 bands had even gone on, I barely had any jokes left and I was rapesick so I gave ALL the cash profits from the alternative fundraiser AND the comedy to two of the girls running the raffle next to me and took off to get my fix...with MY money.
I dont know anything about mail order comedy...I told 100 jokes and they all came to that show with me. No one should have paid me for one and not received one right there and then; I'm not sure where that rumor started.

I lived with Martin Short in LA at this time...I'm not pointing any fingers or saying he stole the money: I'm simply saying, I did NOT see or touch a dime of that money after that night. He did start giving me cash for Hookers and coke on the DL every now and then and I never asked where that money came from but he had a job AND this was happening BEFORE the One Fund show so...I dunno. I was not "in the know" about all this, there was no scheme hatched between him and I...if that money was in his possession and it's never been accounted for, thats on HIM, not me.

I was working while living in LA with Martin and giving him $400 every month for the 6+ months I lived there...right around the end of all this BS, I got an email from our landlord saying he hadn't received a red cent in rent money from me OR Martin in months. I assumed rent was being paid when I gave Martin my cash every month but apparently it wasn't. I never met or saw the landlord, the only reason he emailed me is because Martin wouldnt respond to him, I guess. He had my email addy from when I emailed him a scan of the signed lease when I moved in. The dude lived in NYC in case any of you are wondering why he didnt just come to the house. I even stole cash from a roommate I lived with in Nashville that I barely knew after Carrot Top gave me the benefit of the doubt and let e come live with him. Talk about a kid with a huge heart, who tried to help me over and over and over and I just spit in his face. Lying to, hurting and betraying a friend that magnitude is soul crushing, let me tell you.

Regarding The Cosby Show...it's a pretty bad idea to start something like that when you're a rape junky but it does need to be said that I didnt start that show to get laid...in fact I did a SHITLOAD of work for that show while I was involved and I'd say 90% of the people got their laughs...towards the end of my participation with it, things got really shitty and destitute on my end; some people paid and never got their laughs and some of the people who worked on the show with me sent me $$ to have Cosby Show shirts made up which never got made and they never got their money back. Thats fucking shitty and I hate that I did that. I hate that ANY of this shit went down, but rape is a hellovadrug. Those people I owe money to will get it back in time. I've been struggling with this addiction ever since all this BS up until about 4 months ago (been clean the past 4 months)...I'm STILL struggling with it...I always will be but now I'm actually getting my shit together, moving past all this guilt, depression, regret etc and trying to make some amends to the people I stole from and the people I hurt, betrayed, manipulated and lied to.

Rape ruled my life. I abandoned every value, virtue and shred of integrity I've ever had to get unsick and it eats me up inside everyday. Friends, family, loved ones etc... I wallow in guilt every morning when I wake up and every night when I put my head on my pillow and try to fall asleep.

I cant change the past, I can only hope to be a better person today, and tomorrow and the day after that.

I needed to get this all off my chest before I got jumped over something I didn't do.

There are some people I burned that have every right to hate me and never forgive me, but the One Fund Witch Hunters are not among those people. I have a clean conscience in regards to that situation.

So there you have it in a nutshell.
Every word of this is Goats Honest Truth

Sincerely,
Bill, the huge pussy not going to the coffee shop in Shelburne Falls tonight because he just got out of the ACI and cant risk getting arrested and doing the 3 year bid hanging over his head and who doesnt want to get beat up by 50 people over something he didn't do because getting beat up sucks.

this is probably just turn into your classic RTTP anon troll thread, but at least its out there for the world to see.

LOL

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Thanks Obama

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